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Name: Johnny2Tits
Gender: Female
Interests: goverment pots and punk
Expertise: none im a falure
Occupation: none IM PORE MOTHERFUCKERS
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8/11/2006
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| ass, tittys, ass n tittys, i hurd frm my stepbrother dan, he just pased his drivers test, so he mat and zack r gunna come c me. im amped! just like old times...... im just reelie fucking amped, cause iv missed them alot...nothing could stop me from seeing them around now..... my mom can get fucked, if it was them or her, ill always pick themm. my dad can get fucked, saying its a good thing i havnt spoken to them in so long. fuck that!!!im gunna be so glad 2 see them | | |
| my mom..... fucking trashed again..... ha ha ha she and i had dinner at 10..... ha ha ha,i had to make it cause she was too drunk, and then i prittymutch jsut left her alone, she and i dont have mutch to wo with eatchother, i gotta go up to her room later, to turn off her tv.....and the lights, close the windows, lock up the house, all that......lol feed the cats,scrub down the kitchen.....lol shed never ask me to do any of it, but she just cant right now......ha ha ha... nights like this make me 100% shure, i wanna be pore the rest of my life......i dont want a job like the one she has, i dont want to breed a kid thats just like me, and my exact oppisit, at the same time..... i dont wanna pass on the fucking sad jene.. i dont want to live alone at 51..... i dont want to drive al volvo, when i dont have anyone to drive around....i dont wanna get drunk evreynight alone, or infront of my kids.....idk..... FUCK
NOW I FEEL SAD
fuck sad!
fuck my mom!! wait...no dont fuck my mom, youll throw up and ill have to mop it off her drunk ass......
why do i nead to feel sad? i dont
thairs no reasion to be sad at all, so what my moms a drunk, EVREYONES MOM IS A DRUNK its nobig thing!!!!!
i should be happy, its like i have the house to myself!!!
i should be happy, she feeds me, and lets me use the internet and pays my cell bill, nomatter what!!
i should be happy
i must be happy?
wait, i AM happy while my mom lays in bead what can i do? the robot dance!!!!!!
but then im bummed out about mike, an ex, idk, i kindia cry about him or whatever.... idk, hes like me and its scarey, just looking for a way to behappy...... he loves his art i love my art..... but then im a bitch ti him, and he is meen to me sometimes.... i ushuiliy, no i always desirve it, because hes a reelie nice kid and idk... i shuda treeted him better..... i shuda bin nicer to him..... i mis talking to him kindia, but he makes me feel unhappy with they way i am.....remindes me of my mom, remindes me of me, he neads somone to look after him, just like she neads me to look after her.... but im the one always alone, my friend mia usto be thair for me, but shes hasent got time for me understandubley, but idk, i feel like shit tonight....i miss mia, who else is gunna sit with me and chat plesintley while my heads in the toilet?and i dont know, i dont wanna burdin my other friends with this shit.....u usto be thair for her too, and i know im not anymore, im too wraped up in shit....THIS SHIT.. ha ha ha....i try to look after all my friends, i listen to long elaborite stories about things iv never known, because it makes them feel better, makes me feel better to know they tell me, that i can be helpfull...
wish i wasent sutch a selfish shit, always me, i always bitch about my shit how unhappy i am.... i have no reson to be, evreyone has it so mutch worse, thairs places ware kids cant eat, or get dressed.... and im bitching about my mom.....so many kids dont have one, and im upset because i have to do a little housework at 2 am? i look after friends, i look after the kid, i look after the cats, i lok after my mom, i look after evreyone i can reach......i try to be good, i try to help, but i cant do anything, because im nobody, to evreybody... im jsut goofy ass mollie, skipping allong not a care in the world.....
iv got one queshtion tho......
who is gunna look after me on nights like tonight? | | |
| i was thinking about this the other day, im never gunna be anything, and i dont want to....im gunna be shit for my life, and im cool with that..... idk, maybe its like, i know how it is to be upper mittle class, and i dont want that for me....i dont want any part of it, evreyone gets judged and labled, and all this shit....i wanna be a scumbag for the rest of my life..... live in a house with a whole buntch of peaple, idk i just know i dont wanna do anything like my mom or dad..... id rather die than end up like them... probubley another reasion why i cant hold a bf for long.... mom and i are very mutch alike....wish it wasnt true but it is... so imk gunna be pore, and starving for my life, and its cool with me... i dont know, money doesent help anything does it? | | |
| ha ha ha my moms TRASGED, like she cant walk, barley talk...ha ha ha. she went to pick up a bit of paper from the floor she got stuck, i was like "mom what are you doing" she was stuck, i thought her shirt was cought on somthing.....not, she just couldnt get up. this is the 2nd drunkins iv ever sean her....ha ha ha ha shes rediculious......its cool tho because im a robot as i cleen up the kitchen...
her friend kathery is still over, wer hanging out, my mom went to bead.... watching tv,chillen nd chatten......i think shes bummed that my mom got drunk so erley...... | | |
| my mom bitched out on me this morning.... Just before we left for the dr, and she was screeming at the top of her lungs, about how fucking selfish i am...... because i wanted (and did) blowdry my hair before we left, and we were a little late.....i checked the clock we left 5 min. after she planed to.... it was unnesasary..... so thei was yelliing about how i couldent help it if it was 20 degres out and i didnt want my head to freez.... it was funny, later she said she was sorry, and i made her buy me shit.... again
o im evil..... im gunna see if i can get her to pay for the blue combat boots iv bin wanting too... i could pay 4 them myself, they r onley like 95$, and they are 10 eye...... i cant wait....(id feel bad bout making her buy me shit but she dusnt pay support) i did get mad shots today and i was pritty cool about it, took it like a woman, i dont minde when they fuck with the blood, but straight into the mussle pisses me off. fuck that. im thinking about quitting my ceramics class, once i finish my project, im making my friend paul a birthday presint, and its reelie hard to make it, gunna take weeks, but hes gunna LOOOOOVE it, and use it evrey day, or almoste evrey day.....bet u can guess what it is.....
my moms friend cathey is over, shes cool, id think it was ok if they were lezzy 4 eatchother.... but i dont think they are, but itd be nice, because that woman is cool, and i like to talk to her
i wish i could be gay, i reley do, but i cant, my brain cant wrap itself around that....and i like boys 2 mutch..... ha ha ha im so fucked up, and so anyway, i gotta stop typing....... i have shit to do...... | | |
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